study,live,n pray......

    hi mr.bloggy... i started my class n lecture already.....all my roomate is sleeping now... i,m the one still awake with round eyes... huhuhu.. just finished wrapping my new book.... n it is MATHEMATICS....  yesterdat when i attend my first math lecture, my lecturer Dr Siva asked"who doesnt like mathematics?" n guess what, i was the only girl in that class that doesnt like math.... but its ok coz i was honest to myself....  slowly by now, my stdying habit is coming back... i aslo did my medical check up n x-ray yesterday.. n it was really a long day.. i left my room at 7.30 am n only coming back at 10.30pm.... people around me look at me like i'm a weird person... i think my dressing code is too agresive  n too 'rock' .. but that is the real me n it does make me comfortable .... so i still gonna be in that way.. wearing what i want ....i dont really need  an image advisor....

   

at Health Centre 

     
my first weekend in usm.... i went to Parit Buntar, just to eat n let the stress blow away...n i really want to get some health supplement .... as in Minggu Siswa i was always sick n tired... i think i need to consume all the supplement i used before....our first shop was Watson but nothing in there.. just few type of supplement,. then i went to Farmasi Najwa... with  Izzah... my schoolmate..i bought dis

Bio ACE 4 antioxidant n reduce radical damage n spirulina is traditional sea weed supplement...my passion in medicine still in me.... huhuhuhu...n then we ate our lunch with....

pizza time

chicken supreme n ape ntah.. 2 pizza 4 2 person

meals for me n izzah..=)

 thanks izzah 4 spending time with me..... =p

still standing here.... usm.....

          hi guys.... last nite, we r done with Minggu Siswa Lestari.... it ended up with a merdekaraya dinner.... joining us was the vice Canselor of Usm.....it started with a dull n boring enviroment  and it was getting better when we eat..we do wait 4  a while before eating n my tummy was 'berkeroncong' at that time as i didnt have my lunch....just filling my empty  tummy with 2 slices of biscuits.... at that dinner,we were arranged to have a mix combination of malay,chinise n indian.. but my table only hv  7 malay n 3 chinese...we do enjoy ourself last nite by taking some pics after eating...the menu served last nite was 'nasi putih'+ fried  chicken ..a big fish + squid curry + orange...i only ate some coz i have seafood allergy n i am 'phobia' of eating fish.... (i  choked the fish bones when i was a kid)....
       
            the most valueable things i had that nite was to know some new friends n creating a great environment.... being here as a student i do realised that i need to adapt myself to the atmosphere of  a university life.....i should made friends n be lot more stronger physically..... n mentally.....after a week here, i miss my family a lot n i really want to cook something..... cooking is the best theraphy i ever knew....people that do not really know me didnt believe that  i can cook, not so well as Chef Wan or Tom colicchio.... but i enjoy most of my time to watch cooking channel,AFC.....can i please have a kitchen in my room???

            i'll start my class tommorow.... n it will be a busy week.. dont worry mr.bloggy... i'll try to post another entry on u as soon i can......need to go now...... see ya....

izzah, my closest friend in usm

farah,Qfang,izzah

abang x n mr x(dont know their names)

2 engineers discussing bout dinner lol

izzah,yein,yeen,iman safie,hisham akim....*shortest= cutest rite?

my blur face....

feveret pic of the nite...need to polish  up the skill..thanks to my 'subject'!.

life in USM.....

arini da my 5 ari yein kt USM.... nothing more.... honestly quite shock with the hostel.. i wa expecting ,more... but i still can suit myself wit dis... it 's better 4 me to be proud n thankful to have the chance to study here rite? it was Minggu Siswa Lestari.... as usual mcm orentasi... tp kali ni rase cam jadual sngt compact... tambah plak badan x sihat.... distance from my hostel to Dewan Utama +/- 1.00km... ni yg  buat kaki melecet pada day 2 ... sangat sakit.... satu i9nsiden paling x leh lupa.... sy x sempat pkai plaster kt kaki n pkai sandal....which tali die kena kn area luka....so pedih..then soram senior y guide kami jerit..... "woi cepat la ckit' sy jln sambil thn sakit... suruh ;la member pegi dlu takut dieorg lmbt...then sy benti sbb xtahan sakit n pkai plaster.... senior tu pg kat sy .. ingtkn nk tnya sakit ka apa....die tgamak amik name tag sy n ckp sy lmbt.... da la time tu Tuhan sj y tahu... badan tgh panas nk demam....n kaki sakit.... at the same time my tears fall.... sy nangis.. bkn sbb sakit... tp ini ke soram senior patutu buat ble mjunior under his guidance sakit???
      sorry... demam sy dtg balik.. t sy continue laen kali.... my hidung da sakit ..mybe sbb kena air hujan...=(

ANother star coming....

 hi... i'm not ok now... stess out.... n i hate to be here... dont know why... but i felt nothing n i'm pissed off...  i wanna cry.. i do hope i have some1 to be wit me... Tommorow i'll go to KL fot 3 days maybe.... i got a call from Yayasan Chemical Company of Malaysia(CCM) .. i was shortlisted 4 the scholarship.. i found it great but at the same time it make me feel nervous... before, i went 4 interview... not once but twice.. Honda Dream fund 2011 n Sime Darby....  i may not as ggod as other.. not scoring the outstanding or  excellent result...  really hoping to get this... dont want to burden my parents...
 
y i aalways stress out? ME... it was all ME... i have the weird behaviour... i easily annoyed n i cant mix well wit people.....so??? i need to be a better person n be more positive rite? i'll try....

Gettin prepared 4 da future....

arini da 14 Ramadhan, tinggal lg 3 minggu before sy register kt Usm. hati da  mula kat "tak nak!"..  x buat ape2 pun lg... isi borang2 pun half way je... lau member2, da ade y beli2 baju baru.. kemas brg2 tp sy x de hati pun nk uat sume tu... bkn malas nk blaja cume da terbiasa duk umah.. tdo smp tgh hari.. mkn sedap2.. bju basuh mesin... kt sane mane ade da sume tu..lagi 1 sape nk duk umah n usik abah n ma sy... sape y nk tmn ma sy pg kedai..... sayang nk tinggal uamh then p penang... tp  ule2 je kot..nanti ok kot.... *meyakinkn diri sendri*

 ptg ni lps solat zohor nk bce balik buku panduan n nak list out evrythng y kn bwk ke sana... ape y blum buat lg n mcm2 la.... bcoz ptg ni sy x uat kuih kot.. ingt nk buat kek buah tp tart telur y smlm lum abes  lg t membazir plak... nekad... b4 pg penang nk uat lg skali tart telur.... y best sngt2.... malas nk ltk pic sbb da upload kt fb...  lps ni blog ni pun pun bersawang agaknye x de org pdli...  nk post entry baru pun da  satu beban da... jenuh tau nk pikir nk tulis apa.... sy not meant to be a good blogger kot..~lalalala~

arini rase mcm nk uat sandwich utk berbuka.... satu lg habit sy yg pelik.. sy masak n masak coz sy suke tp saya hanya akan makan sekeping,, either biskut or cake or ape2 je... sbb sy suke tgk org mkn ape sy masak... dlu time skolah.. bekal sy ialah sebekas tupperware roti,sandwich,nasi goreng.... y penting sebekas besar yer.. ade la member2 y tumpg skaki mkn bekal sy... ade ke patut.. sy rela pg skolah lmbt utk masak bekal wlaupun hanya roti ngan planta...

jeng3,,, azan zohor da.. kn pg solat dlu... x baek nih maen2 bnd yg mengasikkan n melekakan.. t jd melengah2kan solat plak yer,.... t jap lg sy bgtau satu story baek punyer!

life is unexpected...

    hari ni pg tmn my mum beli langsir 4 hari raya.. sngt penat.. tp seronok jgk...  ni kali ke 3 kami menukar langsir dlm mase 5-6 taun ni... tukar angin katernyer...  pastu singgah tempah  cake untuk ari raye + besday ma ... mmg sronok nk raya tp ble fkr da nk smbg blaja.. x nk.. takut x leh mix ngan org2 kt sane n ade x ske perangai kte,,,, + plak.. yein ni sensitive sngt2... manje..mudah nangis... korang doa2 la yein ok kt sane....=)
k la.. da lambt ni.. tdo dlu la..esk nk sahur..esk da ari ke 7 puasa..

F***ing perfect...

 dis is a song by Pink......i enjoy this song so much..it potrays something in me... arini second day of fasting... tp stress sy melampau2 sejak semalam...dis is because borang yg menyakitkan hati n diisi last2 minit.. tp skrg da ok..then ade prob baru plak... ngan ehem2 sy la... sy pun x fhm..kdg2 ok.. kdg2 x...ntah la.. x mo fikir sngt la... nk relax je bln pose nih.... lalala..... tp bcadang bk isi borang usm nanti..oopss..lupe nk bgtau..finally my decision has been made.. i'll go to usm n futher my studies in polymer engineering..wish me luck k... bnyk gak stuff nk kena uat b4 pg nie... hrp2 sempat buat sume lam keadaan  tenang yer.. xceli x nak la serabut2..stress... tension....
   time mcm ni jgk la nk ade kwn baek..as kamu tau sy ade ramai kwn,,tp kwn baek mybe  xde kot..sy rasa lau pg letak sy kt island soram2..bley la idup... nk kate sy anti-sosial .. x jugak... tp x de la yg btol2 rapat...  stkt ni ok.. tp ingt nk cari la satu... lau ade jual kt mane2 ..nk beli... hhahaha....ngantuk la plak....bye la yer..