Who we nEed most???

As muslim,of course Allah..

then??

for me, my mother.. in da whole world...the most precious thing is my mum.. my precious moment is the time i spent wit my mum...my mum is not only an ordinary mum, she was special<all mums is special in their child's eyes>... my mum gave me everything...she is the one i would love to be wit when i'm sad.. she kept pushing me 4ward.. motivate n always says" Yein anak ma y terhebat.. yein pasti boleh buat"...

life in palam is nothing w/o her...but the spirit she gave make me stay....stay even my heary didnt want to..

next?

my abah 4 sure...

i can feel dat i become more closer to my abah ever since i  came here.. the distance make me love him more n more....in my famili im the only one went to 'sekolah harian'.. n my  bro &my sis  were in Sbp..so my abah pick  me up n sent me to school evryday.. what tiring  job... So, thanks abah 4 everything..
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my late granny..
Al-FATIHAH...
 miss her a lot... everytime i think of her,..i cry like  a baby...im the beloved grandchild of her.. i'm the only one got jewelry from her..got a story n i think better to write in malay...
'seminggu sebelum..arwah nenek yein datang umah.. arwah paksa2 sepupu yein untk anta  die kt umah yein sbb die kata nk suruh yein potong kuku die,,,yein  pun mcm biase.. rendam tgn die lam air suam, potong kuku..cuci kuku...yein x sangke itu kali terakhir yein potong kuku die... then arwah balik kampung... yein ke sekolah cam biase..pagi 2 yein beria nk g kutip derma untuk kematian ayah pelajar merangkap kwn yein jgk..maklumlah prefect...then masuk kelas 5utarid.. ade sorang student,bau2 bacang yein gak ..y duk sekampung ngan nenek yein tibe2 tanye yein... "nape x balik":yein confius,,, kenape nk blik,,pg lg.. bru je dtg sklh...then die bgtau nenek yein meninggal.. yein x percaya...yein x percaya.. sbab my mum n my abah x ckp pun..yein lari kuar dr klas 2 nangis...jumpe teacher yein..pinjam phone teacher,, call my mum..die kate yer.. nenek yein pergi,,, lam kul8-9 pg...Tuhan saja y tau perasan yein time 2,,,
d umah arwah, org ramai sngt.. yein masuk blik.. tgk arwah  terbaring kt katil.. yein ley  tgk kejap je coz yein x dpt thn .. yein nanges.. even ble tgk beg y nenek yein bwk ke surau.. yein nangis,,, tgk pinggan y yein mkn kt umah arwah,, yein nanges...rindu sangat2 kt arwah.. mase kecik2,, blik je kg. menu utama, nasi goreng kunyit... mkn lam pinggan plastik.. warna pink,hijau...tp skrg da x de.. x kan ade y same...even da lebey setahun arwah nenek x de.. yein masih terasa kehilangan arwah..lau bleh hari2 nk ziarah kubur arwah...cuti chinese nw year ari2.. yein ziarah ngan ma yein..."Ya Allah, tempatkn  lah arwah dlm klgn org y beriman,jauhkan arwah dr azab kubur & neraka kelak"..~Amin~'

Al-Fatihah.....
sorry ... i cant write longer... tears falling down....
to be continue.....