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Saya org biase2 je...

hi.. its getting late. da 3 am..im still alive... lalala... not sleeping yet..  not in a good mood to  sleep.. something makes me cry.. i miss my home sweet home... even bru je balik kg last weekend.. kindda homesicks n sedey... pernah korang rasa mcm hidup ni x complete???  skrg yein tgh rasa perasaan tu.... rasa cm x lengkap... incomplete n so dull.. yup.. im having some personal issues..
1)with my best friend
he is a boy.. very sweet... n nice boy.. but then dye cm x serasi n selesa with me... mybe dye baek sngt n yein x sebaik dye.. dye da x reply msg yein.. n dye just ignore me when sy tegur dye... sedey kan?? yein syg dye sbb dye baik... mybe syg ni lebey dr kawan?? Wallahualam... yein pun x tau...
solution: cry n mengadu kat another friend of mine.. yg da mcm abg yein da kat usm ni...even dye sebaya tp dye baek.. tp dye ada gf da.. so mmg kekal as abg adik.. =(  (buat ayat kesian plak yein ni kan)



2) im worried bout my study
rasa x well prepared la.. da almost abes da sem 2 ni tp blaja ntah ke mana.. takut.. result kena maintain.. aigooo..
solution: try to work harder n built some interest in advanced engineering calculus.

3) rasa nak ada bf??
gatal la plak si yein ni.. tp kdg2 rasa cm nk ada bf bile tgk org laen ada bf... nampak cm hepi.. tp adae ke org nak kat yein??? or yein terlalu memilih??? rasanya 2-2 reasons ni betul... yein ni style yg aktip n pelik sikit..mane ade laki yg nak kt pompuan yg terlalu konfiden n terlalu  aktif...  lelaki akan pilih yg baek..pendiam ..muka baek.. bkn cm yein..mmg x de langsung ciri2 tu...
solution: sabar je la.. lau x de org nak nk buat cmne lg....  tunggu je la...

 tp apa2 pun.. yein still org biasa yg slalu rasa x sempurna n thanks kat everyone yg menyempurnakan idup yein.my famili...sume student polimer..sume kwn kat usm .. syg sume org sngt2... yein is a big girl..n big girls dont cry...need to stop crying like a baby.. coz thats what i do when im upset..=(

labour day?

hai... da lama kn x mebebel kat sini.. rindu ..tapi sngt bz n x de masa nk on9. yein  balik weekend aritu as yein buat my own cuti on monday. balik nek bus tp dtg ngan kwn2. ok la.. tp penat n rasa x puas hati sngt sbb rasa cm kejap sngt. ooo.. lupa la nk cite.. yein ada dinner ..polimer nite next week.. but then x de baju lg nk pkai. temanya hollywood.  sngt susah.. rasa cm nkmix n match je.. x nk membazir... urm... so dis weekend im planning to go out..find some stuff to put on..,   on  30  april, my sis punye besday. so kami kluar mkn... at restauran ape ntah.. tpmknannye biase2  je.. x de la best sngt...  tp cakenye sedap sbb my younger sis yg sponsor.
yein pelik tau bke org ckp yein ni muka kapel2 padahal yein x de bf pun.. yin just rasa ok tuk kwn ngan sume..x de rase la nk ada special relationship.not ready yet for any komitmen.. urmm.. penat la plak.. k la., next time yein story lg...  nyte...