got new story....
..a few weeks ago, a fren of Orange,Watermelon... make me insane.. i got a small conflicts with one of my classmate..then he mind my bisnes.. become 'Cik kiah' between us.. he judge me like he knew me ever since i was born... he doubt my sincerity ... "kalau ikhlas minx maaf dgn dye.. bkn post lam fb.. nmpk x ikhlas..."he said.
.tripleT &H..<talk to the hand>.... then im getting more annoyed wit boys.. they didnt know girl stuff n please stay away,. mind ur own bisnes lor ...
it doesn't last long.. i think n acts full of maturity..i went 2 apologise 2 da boys .. but then we didnt speak 2 each other..in my class i was the most terrible person in others's eyes.. they think im easly piss off, moody, n not freindly.. i wanna make friend.. the main prob is i dont know how.. i've try to talk to them...
DEEP inside..
i was frustated wit my first sem result.. as i think i got less than what i deserved.. my mummy said" x pe la.. da bagus da pointer 2.." but i knew.. i should give my mummy a better one.. evry single thing i do.. it is b'coz of me, my mummy,my abah... i dont wanna be just good... but as a muslim i should be thankful of what i have... dis sem , i ll try to be better.. still, i good frustation.. my test 1 physics n 2 quiz...i got low marks... and it bcoz im careless.. im too confident wit myself till i wrote the wrong answer... i admit it was my mistakes n im tryin 2 get rid of my bad habit... then i do it again in my chemistry test2 ...=(
aigoooo.... breath in........calm down.....getting to use to it.....
b.t.s,
now, the boys n i was 50-50.. we were frenz but we didnt talk... we didnt smile to each other...
i guess i've done my best to make fren... isnt it???
gonna take a nap...
to be continued.....
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