i Started freakin out when im in my engineering foundation <sEm 2>..i cant even speak 2 boys coz i can easly get annoyed wit 'em all.. i keep trying 2 be nice,then things come to da same phase..it is b'coz of a boy ,Orange.
He's one of my classmate.. a funny boy but he was misunderstd wit my kindness.. can u imagine he was telling evry1 dat i like him,,, WHat a JOke???? i cant even breath when i see him coz my anger gonna burst like "gunung merapi"... dats how i get annoyed wit boys...begin wit a boy...
i guEss my past time affects me a lot.. in 2006 i had a boifren, but then i broke up with him after 4 years of relationship.. what a waste of my life??... then i'm happy n glad to be single.. i can go beyond da limit.. i can do all da thing i want to, i can breath .....w/o a boy...
BUT i cant lie dat sometimes i missed the time we had tgther.. the way he talked ..
feelin warm n comfort when u know dat some1 ii taking care n love u so much...
now, i can only feel da sadness, coldness n loneliness of being alone...
as i dont even have a best friend
luckily i got a lot of frenz..
Grape is 1 of da person i often talk 2.. he's from Pahang.. when i cry or feelin homesick,he's da one accompny me.. although sometime when i cried midnight, n i call him, then he said"sy ngantuk la".=P
i 'm upset.. he still treating me nicely compared to Orange... <Grape vs Orange>
its already 3.. need to sleep..
lot of things 2 be done tommorow..
to be continue.................
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